Me on This Phase of Life

I'm sure these kinds of feelings are not mine alone. I also mentally know that many people may experience the same thing, but may not have these feelings. Feelings of gratitude, exhausted, happy, thrilled, exploded... because of one thing, and one thing only: this very first experience to be with someone who was finishing a thesis. I mean really be there beside him 24-7. Twenty four-Seven!
I still cannot believe it's over. I feel like screaming my heart out, but can't, because he seems like he needs to scream more than I do.
I was there when he felt depressed, I was there when he felt relieved.
I was there watching him felt exhausted, I was there watching him felt too much.
I was glad, when he was. I was sad, when he was.
Yet, I couldn't be selfish and let out those feelings for he wasn't selfish and didn't let out his feelings. Though I know he would give just about anything to be able to show his feelings just once.

Now, it is all over. It is time to wipe out all the screaming inside, and go dancing instead.

Maka sesungguhnya bersama dengan kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan itu ada kemudahan -QS. Al-Insyirah: 5-6-